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“Pride:Spiritual Cancer”

 

Monday 2010 02 01

Skill:

  • KB Swing: 5 – 5 – 5 – 5 – 5

WOD:

  • 400 m Run
  • 40 KB Swings
     
  • 300 m Run
  • 30 KB Swings
  • 200 m Run
  • 20 Swings
  • 400 m Run

M:30#/F: 15# – You will carry the Kettle Bell for all runs, except for the last 400 m run.

“THE ONLY ATTITUDE ALLOWED IN THIS BOX, IS THE COACHES’……SO LEAVE YOURS AT HOME.”

Coach Luke Demostrating FS

We had another very successful On-Ramp. We had lots of new members sign up with us, and they enjoyed the fun WODs. Next On-ramp will be next February 8, 2010. 5:30 am and 8:00 pm. You must attend one only and all sessions for the month. Call or email now to reserve a spot.

by Miguel  

When we talk about a cancer we automatically think of physical death or a physical illness, don’t we?

Yesterday, while I was taking my daughter back to her home, in Brownsville, I helped her with her homework. She always asks me at the last minute to help her, then again this weekend I was so busy that I didn’t get a chance to spend enough time with her. But anyways, she had to read an article and then chose a side whether she agreed or didn’t agreed with the author.

The article was written by Charles W. Colson (click to read the whole article). Charles talked about pride. How pride is a spiritual cancer that takes over all of us or some of us, at one point in life. Some can never get rid of and some of us have to face a dramatic change in life in order to get rid of the vice known as cancer. Why am I writing about this article? Well because as I read, I could not help but relate to Charles Colson and Gov. Rod Blagojevich (Governor of Ill). In a short reading from the article and from a book read to Charles, by a friend of his, this is how they defined Pride.

“There is one vice of which no man in the world is free. … The vice I am talking about is Pride or Self-conceit. …. Pride leads to every other vice. … A proud man is always looking down on things and people: and, of course, as long as you are looking down, you cannot see something that is above you. … Pride is a spiritual cancer: it eats up the very possibility of love, or contentment, or even common sense.”

How do I relate to this? Well many of you know my story and many of you don’t. Since I was a kid I was taught to be strong, tough, and independent. I was taught to chase the American dream. But what is the American dream, anymore? As I grew up I became sick, the vice started to take over me. In the military I became one of the best soldiers, in all of my units. Volunteering for some of the toughest schools, training, and some of the most dangerous assignments. After finishing the toughest military school in the world, U.S. Army Ranger School, there was no stopping me. Was selected to be an instructor at School of the Americas and then on to Special Forces. I was an Army of one. Since my child hood I had been faced with adversities and with the tough training I received and missions I did overseas, my pride grew to immense heights.  

I did look down on people, it was all about me and how high I could get. This vice together with alcohol and high stress, brought me to rock bottom towards the end of my career. I was so blinded by my pride, that I did not love (not even my family), I wasn’t content (unless I cause pain), and I did not have enough common sense to keep my career, my family, and my friends.

In 2001, due to alcohol and the tight vice, I had an incident, whether it was intentionally or not I was full responsible for my actions. This incident that took less than 10 minutes, ended mycareer a year later, sent me to prison for 5 months, and ruin what I had so much worked for the last ten years in the Army. I rose through the ranks at an extreme speed and had some of the best training in the world. I myself was training others with some of the best training tactics in the world. But, PRIDE took over me. The VICE tightens around me, around my eyes, and my stupidity took over. I lost my family, many friends, respect from all those around me, and I became more ill than ever.

Pride is a cancer, that can ruin your life, those around you, and all you built. It has taken me years to come to the realization that I do not need pride to be successful, to love myself, and to be content. Today I feel like I am the richest man in the world, not because of my successes, but because of my failures. While in prison, I did not cry nor did I punish myself, nor others, but embraced those times in my cell and in solitary at times (when I was bad…I was working on it, gimmie a break).  While in prison I came to learn that pride was and illness, not a success, but a vice that will engulf you like the darkness engulfs the night. Today my riches are YOU the athletes, those of you that allow me to be me. Those that believe in me. Those of you that are humble and allow me to be humble. My riches are my beautiful young wife, my two gorgeous daughters, and my handsome son; my friends, my family, and my love for life.

To many I am arrogant and prideful, but to you I am me.

In second, I agree with Charles, that in today’s America, we teach our young to obsess over material things, over themselves, and over power, that we may get from positions, money, or social status. We disregarding what is important in life; courage, honesty, and prudence.

It is good to have pride, to be strong, and to have goals to achieve. But if you let pride take over your soul, then it will become a SPIRITUAL CANCER.

 Miguel A. De La Fuente

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  1. Vanessa E.
    February 1st, 2010 at 10:56 | #1

    Miguel, this is deep! I am one who didn’t know about your past.

    I’m glad that this website is not only about crossfit, the WODs,etc., but also about your insight on life itself and what you’ve learned and are still learning. Thank you for sharing this with us. As i read it i felt like i was in your brain! lol :p Not only do you teach us to be healthier in nutrition and exercise, but you also teach us about life through sharing your personal experiences, which is great! Not everyone is able to do so and i admire that :)

    My favorite part: Today I feel like I am the richest man in the world, not because of my successes, but because of my failures.

    Thanks once again! See you later for another brutal workout :D

  2. Marcos
    February 1st, 2010 at 11:01 | #2

    What a deep, moving and powerful post. Thanks for sharing that with us and being so open, Miguel. You may have been to hell and back but it’s made you into the person you are today which is a passionate and inspirational leader. We are all better for it.

  3. Polly
    February 1st, 2010 at 12:01 | #3

    Wow babe, I know we were talking abt this last night but I didn’t know u were gna write all this. Lol. I’m glad u did though, it shows others what you’re all about. I love you:)

  4. Oscar Gomez
    February 1st, 2010 at 12:06 | #4

    Great story Miguel. You will succeed in all of your endevors because of your life experiences and you are very credible. Credibility is key. God speed Miguel!

  5. Dennis R
    February 1st, 2010 at 13:05 | #5

    Thanks for sharing your story. I remember the things we talked about on our trip to Laredo’s Crossfit affiliates. I really appreciated your honesty regarding your past events. I had no idea back then that we’d relate in more ways than just loving Crossfit. It was so nice to share with you, having “been there” like me.

    I wish you, your family, Dog and Raul continued success in all you do. I’m so grateful to have met all of you. Thanks for reminding me what’s important in life again.

  6. Martha Ramirez
    February 1st, 2010 at 14:28 | #6

    Wow!! That was inspirational!! Thanks for believing in us. I know that because of you I believe more in myself. I still remember those never ending awful running days at bootcamp where you told me..”You will accomplish things you never thought you could.” And look at me, even though I am not a great runner, I actually like it now and love the brutal WODs. I believe now that yes I can do anything I set my mind to do and a big part of it is thanks to you and to everyone at Ranger Cross-Fit!

  7. Art (R2RO)
    February 1st, 2010 at 15:38 | #7

    “Les We Forget”
    Thanks for your service fellow soldier! Keep up the great work!

  8. Paty
    February 1st, 2010 at 15:41 | #8

    Miguel, I did not know your past experiences, but for me that doesn’t change anything, since the very first day I met you I thought you were special.

  9. February 1st, 2010 at 17:51 | #9

    Well said and thought-provoking; Thanks for the insight, see tomorrow at 6:30.

  10. Jerry
    February 1st, 2010 at 20:08 | #10

    A man will be measured by how he got up from failure not what caused him to fail. Thanks for the post and sharing a piece of your life. Thank the lord for setting you in the right direction.

  11. fedra
    February 2nd, 2010 at 11:40 | #11

    ANIMOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!

  12. Mariana
    February 2nd, 2010 at 21:17 | #12

    I greatly admire you and I’m so happy Juan and I met you. You have pushed me hard and made me believe in myself. Thanks to you and your great staff.

  13. February 2nd, 2010 at 21:22 | #13

    You are very welcome Mariana. I enjoy what I do and I know my coaches do too. I am also glad I have met you guys and even more glad that you believe in yourself like I believe in you. Keep up the awesome work there’s a lot more to come

  14. Vero
    February 2nd, 2010 at 22:17 | #14

    Miguel, your story was a tear jerker, thank you for sharing your story to us. As you know what I went through in the beginning of the year 2009, your words of encouragement, motivation, and also believing in me, helped me push myself harder and accomplish my goals…I’m very blessed to have a friend like you.

  15. Juan
    February 3rd, 2010 at 16:08 | #15

    Miguel, I applaud you for taking responsibilty for your failures in life and not blaming others. You got my respect from the first day I met you. I also thank you because crossfit has brought Mariana and I even closer. God Bless and keep up the good work. Thank you for sharing that story.

  16. Kathryn Chacra
    February 4th, 2010 at 18:32 | #16

    Miguel– I may be days late on this blog entry but better late than never- thank you so much for sharing yourself like that. It really tells me that you are genuine when you say we are a family. I also applaud you & am even more motivated by you. Also, I want to repeat what Juan and Mariana say about being closer bc of RCF- not even a full week and I already see that with Abe and I. God Bless you and thank you for dedicating yourself to helping us!

  17. February 4th, 2010 at 18:42 | #17

    Oh it is never to late Katryn, and thank you for your kind words, and for allowing me and my staff to be involved in your guys’ live. I hope that CF becomes part of you all for a long time. WE ARE a family and what ever we can do for each other we will. And I think I can speak for many of our athletes. So keep up the good work and hope Abe and yourself, continue to Grow, like I know my wife and I have grown lately. God bless you guys.

    Oh…and I am still gonna make some crazy WODs…lol…

  18. Liza
    February 7th, 2010 at 18:15 | #18

    Sorry, I just read this blog..I don’t know how I missed it before… Anyhow, it’s nice to see that you overcame your obstacles. I appreciate your honesty and the fact that you shared your story with us when you didn’t have too. It takes a great person to admit his/her faults and to take responsibilty for their actions. I wish you and your family all the best.
    God Bless:)

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